keroje.seksa~

haiYokkkk! lama sudah tak update bloggie..

milla da start praktikal.. n ta duk dlm kampus,, so,, tarak da wireless n ta dapat nak jenguks-menjenguks my fwenza yg slalu milla menerjah blog2 mereka.. wendu kowang2 n story mory kowang :(

alkesah,,

hari pertama praktikal.. n da 1st day bergelar pekerja sepanjang 21 tahun hidup..

semangat giler la kot.. pkoi 7.20 da sampai dpn opis.. pakguard pon tak dtg lagik.. huuu.. so,, kami2 g memuaskan nafsu pagi dgn sarap nasi lemak yg tak brapa nak sedap..

see? hee.. ni la antara mereka2 yg memula sekali mengalu2kan kehadiran kami2.. terharuu sehh :p heeee~

kami2 memulakan keroje dgn penuh bersemangat...

-recognizing lepidoptera-naming lepidoptera-mengambil data2 lepidoptera-

dengan penuh berhati2 coz specimen2 yang ada kat muzium ni da berkurun2 berdekad2 berabad2 umurnye.. nak juling gak la membuat benda alah ni..

5.30pm:: kami2 berjaya menyetelkan 300++ ekor lepidoptera..

lepidoptera adalah nama manja bg keluarga inchik2 dan puan2 rama-rama dan kupu-kupu

jam da pkol 7.03pm tp kami2 masih kat opis selepas diberi extra keroje.. 1st day dah kna OT! haishhhh.. azabbbb~

kesimpulan::

penat ghopenye keroje nehhh... nak blaja tadika je bulehkah? takmoh keroje2 :(





p/s:: mao pacaran bulehkah? huuuu~

desa.terchenta~

ahhaaaaa.. udah 2 ari kat umah..
sgt feel hommy welcommy :)

.makan sedap.
.katil sedap.
.jiwa sedap.

hmm.. sabtu ni udah mao pulang ke bangi semula.. haishh.. kejap je rasaa.. well,, ni picta yg milla sempat snap smlm..

location: di halaman rumah milla

floraa yg saujana mata memandang..

fauna yg mengujakan~
sensored #2.. huuu.. pic bwh ni kesinambungan dr sensored#1
ahaa *thumbs up*


p/s: kat cc neyh.. perghh.. berasap tlinge dgr mamat2 neyh menjerit2 melolong2 men tembak2 ape ntah! huwaaaa.. sgt tak bertamadun..
p/s/s: out of 40 pc kat sni,, milla je gurl.. sgt seram sejuk seriau woo.. tp muke blagak berani.. huk3

sekejap~

heee.. sekejap~ cOp~ tuitt~

milla udah mahu berangkat pulang.. pkol 6pm kang gerak dr bangi ni.. nak gerak skrg kompem sesak kat kl.. plan arini lalu lebuhraya elite lah.. takyah masok kl.. walopon agak jaoh memusing,, tp takpe la,, yg penting tak terperangkap.terhimpit.tersepit.. btw,, now ni udah pindah duk kat ceruk kaki bukit cameron,, kat tapah, perak.. so,, bila kat ceruk pekan ni,, walopon kat umah gune stimiX,, tp mengalahkan labi2 kesopanan dan kesusilaannyer.. so,, kebarangkalian utk online tu adalah hampir kepada sifar.. tp mila akan choba sedaya upaya mengonline kan diri.. uwaaaaaa... gona misH my bLoggieeee damn muchieee... :(

next week, i'm gonna be a PEKERJA.. heee.. excited amat! milla akan start latihan industri di:

.MUZIUM ALAM SEMULAJADI.
Presint Diplomatik, Putrajaya

mari saudara saudari,, kita menerokai flora&fauna&batuan di muzium ni.. (tbayang story nyte at the museum.. hehehe)

ming2 akan jd pemerhati speedo milla

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05mei

happy anniversary to along and abg ash.. chenta cyber membawa bahagia.. huuuu~

cuppy ni dedesign oleh MILLA.. yeay!

milla suka.mereka suka.


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pagi tadi terasa indah..

walaupun msg itu dr bunda menggunakan hp ayahanda.. tp milla tetap rasakan keindahannya.. heeeeee..
05mei ku bermakna seperti selalunyaa.... :D




p/s: 3 in 1.. heeee..

chenta kalian~

Alhamdulillah,, udah selesai my final exam for sem 4 ni.. tomorrow i'm goin back to desa terchenta yg permai lagi indah.. =)

.SEM 4.TAMAT.

Terima Kasih kepada rakan-rakan JAKSA Kolej Rahim Kajai sesi 2008/09 (my college student council) kerana memberikan support kepada milla dan terima kasih atas tunjuk ajar, coOperationz, kasih sayangness dan segaalaaaa-galaaanyaaaa... kamu2lah yg memberikan mila kekuatan utk menjalankan amanah dan tanggungjawab yg diberikan :)

mila shayang kamu2 semuaaa tawu!

..bitter.shwit.memoRiez..

dan tak lupa juga kepada teknokrat Majlis Eksekutif Dinner Kajai a.k.a MEDIK,, milla selaku Ketua Eksekutif menghargai kefamilian dan kebersamaan yg terjalin antara kita semua... kalian semua membuatkan mila dapat bernafas dengan sempurna.. kerana tanpa kalian tiadalah indah bercahaya majlis termahsyur tersohor itu... huuu..
(pehal ayat pelik semacam jaa neH?)

With responsibility goes authority to direct and take the necessary action to ensure success =)




p/s: dia menelifon. tp azmila hanya kaku. tiada seceria dahulu.

letter to heaven~

(Perhaps tis entry mengandungi tahap kepanjangan yg melampau.. huuu.. coz I’m in da mood of menulis ryte now)

To : En. Azman bin Burhanudin,

Cc :

Subject: A letter for ayah angah..

I’ve been thinking today about what I wanted to tell you. It has been genap 5 month since you died.

Kinda a lot has changed dad.

Hmmm, you always grab our attention on local news, often political issues. Eventhough my interest in politics is next to zero dad, but I pretend to put an interest in your political statements.. huuuuu.. well dad, for your information, our all brand new prime minister is Dato’ Seri Najib Tun Razak..but I jus dunno about the political atmosphere coz I’m not into it dad.. heee.. I’m sorry dat I failed to tell u more :(

Let’s see, what else is new? Owh dad.. volleyball has become such a big part of your life ryte? You are the most superb volleyball player that I ever met! Wa.wa.waaa… *applause* n now, your only son, Khairul Izwan Azman do carries ur gene in volleyball.. huuu.. he had become one of the representative for Batang Padang district, n he won silver for his very first match a month ago.. n PLUS,, to be proud,, your only wife, Mdm Jamaliah Abdul Manan do get involve in this volleyball thingy too! Huhuuhu… your wife is now the team manager & coach for her volleyball club! *applause* see dad,, we are in the same boat isn’t it? Hehehe :p

Hmm.. 1 more thing dad.. we are very sorry to tell you this.. your arowana fish (named Goldberg) had died. We know,, for 8 years you do love Goldberg much! N we do love him too dad.. we are sorry dad! But now,, we do petting rabbits! Huuu.. Khairul do tell us, you once had told him that you gonna buy him a rabbit ryte? So,, we do bought rabbits- all together : 5 bunnies: named HemaHemo, HumaHame, Chibey2, Jibet, n kelabubu.. heeee :)

*thinking* oh yeah dad,, mom had become a superb-duperb-great driver! Huuu.. she frequently drove your CRV all along from Tapah to Bangi.. *thumbs up* hehehee.. hmm,, before this,, u’re the only person among 6 of us who knows how to get here and there withot the sesat2 scene ryte? .. heee…and as usual, u’ll oweys say this- ‘Rombau pon den tak sosat!’ :) I missssss all the journeys dat we’ve been go thru together dad! N now,, mom do send and fetch your youngest-manjest daughter, Nurul Azreen Azman to sekolah agama, sekolah kebangsaan n tuisyen,, replacing your task as ‘Pak Wancar a.k.a Pak Driver’.. p/s : dad, your youngest daughter do have boyfriend sudah! Hahahaha ;p

Psssssssttt.. dad, you know,, some of your friends and even our relatives adore your cool Virago bikes.. they do offer mom to buy your baby itu.. but dad, WE will neva eva goin to let anyone buy your baby itu.. coz we do love your baby pretty much like you do.. :)

Ahaaa.. this is the most exciting part of this letter.. with God’s will and your bless, your oldest daughter, Nurul Izwana Azman planning for her engagement with abg Ash.. huuu.. mom wuz the most excited person.. and ofkosh,, me too! Huuu.. you noe dad,, Khairul do mention tis azimat word- ‘along ngan angah kena buat baik dgn abg, kalau tak abg tak nak jadi wali’.. hahahaha.. he’s only 15yrs old but see dad,, your only son have grown lahhh.. hahahaa~

Not to forget dad,, your very da talkative-sensitive-hyperactive daughter, Nurul Azmila Azman have learn a lot after her dad death.. It is a frightening feeling knowing that now whatever life throws at me, I must handle completely on my own.. huuu.. dad,, I’v done lotsa things dat I dun even noe before.. coz u’ve always told me to be independent ryte,, not to rely on others.. huuu :) dad,, I’ve been washing and polishing my car by my own,, cheking da minyak hitam,, send da car for services-(gotta know bout da air filter, oil filter, tyre alignment, break pad, gearbox oil, mileage etc etc), change the tyre tube,, go to jpj for da road tax,, paying my summons.. huuu.. I’m sure u’r proud of your ‘angah yg lembik’ yaa dad? Hehehhe :p

You know dad,, I am really proud to be Azman Burhanudin’s daughter.. Relatives, office staff, neighbours and your friends always appreciate you and told us repeatedly about your kindness. :) they always organize tahlil for you dad.. Alhamdulillah.. thanks Allah :) n you know dad,, insyaAllah, we’ll post ya a present of Yassin and Al-fatihah to your place wherever u are~ everyday.. every single day dad.. insyaAllah..

Dad, I am afraid to look at myself sometimes, because I can see the pain in my eyes and the sadness in my soul, an empty void that only I can see. I fight the memories of u but dad, the only thing that is keepin me going is… THE LIFE I HAVE FROM YOU GROWING IN SIDE ME.

I love you.

Till pen meets paper again…

Your daughter,

Nurul Azmila Azman.

Kitet terjun kondo~

tis lovely-so muka garang himalayan cat named Kitet..
Kitet ni anakanda kpd my abg ipar-to-be ,, abg Ash..

aunty keiyra posing with Kitet.. mata Kitet mulat2..

haaa.. ni ayahanda Kitet..

alkesah,, abg Ash yg sepertinya kehilangan anak mencari2 kelibat Kitet tp tidak ketemu.. Beberapa saat kemudian,, rakan abg Ash,, abg Ikan Masin, telah berjaya menjejaki Kitet.. Ghopenye,, Kitet dgn berani matinya telah menguak lentangkan dirinya dari TINGKAT 10 kondo tersebut.. haiYooo~ *thumbs up 4 Kitet* heheeee

Kejadian berlaku lebih kurang pkul 9am.. Kitet dikejakan ke Hosp Vet berhampiran dan sehingga entry ini ditulis jam 10.40pm,, Kitet masih in ER.. after X-raying,, doc dapati tgn Kitet patah (erk,, tgn ke kaki ntah? dia belah depan kot.. huuu)... poor Kitet masih dibawah pengawasan doc..

aunty miLLa hope dat u'll get well soon dear :)




p/s: td g mam Sakana Blck Pepper kat Sushi King.. yUmmy!

ayah.ibu.anak~

.::bein tagged by penny julius ::.

D rules of d game : -

-> PrtSc your wallpaper on your desktop
-> Paste it on 'Paint' in your lappy accessories
-> Explain why did u put d picture as your wallpaper.
-> Tag 10 persons.


D answers : -

ayah.ibu.anak
milla baru edit dis pic couple of days ago n kinda like this pic very da muchie! one of my best edited picta.. hehehe *applause*

the reason why did i put tis pic as my wallpaper is bcoz i LOVE tis pic lorr~

hmm,, the LOVE of parents for their children is unconditional. arwah ayah,, nenek n atok wuz in da picta.. taken during last year aidilftri.. (the last aidilfitri ever that i can salam n peluk cium my ayah).. i juz keep wondering,, why ayah can't hv longer life like atuk.. ayah died at 47 y.o n my atok is now 85 y.o while nenek is 70 y.o.. yup,, i do accept tis as ketentuan.. Allah Maha Mengetahui ryte~

When ayah dies,, atok n nenek bagai hilang arah.. they repeatedly told us that their son is not supposed to die coz each and every parents expect to see their children grow and mature..
mila kerap balik ke rumah atok n nenek coz dkat sgt dgn ukm ni.. atok n nenek akan 24/7 story bout anak lelaki sulung yg sgt2 mereka syg (my ayah).. nenek sering mengalirkan air mata... atok sering termenung berjam-jam di pusara ayah... nampak ketara sgt2 perubahan nenek dan atok.. rumah tu dah difullykan dgn atmosphere of grief.. sebagai anak,, mila dah rasa kehilangan ayah.. tp as parents,, i juz dunno how they feel~

A wife who loses a husband is called a widow. A husband who loses a wife is called a widower. A child who loses his parents is called an orphan. But...there is no word for a parent who loses a child, that's how awful the loss is!

p/s : azmila tgh baik hati nakmoh tag sesaper.. sesape yg nak wat tag ni,,silalah yeee :)
p/s/s : ptg nnti ketemu sama bundaku.. yeay!!

terkadang~

*tetetetettt*
(receive msg from my bestbestbestfren.. Nur Syazwana)

'Nurul Azmila Azman,, be strong,,
watever happens i'll oweyz be by ur side. Its a promise'

Butir2 jernih automatikly keluar dr bibir mata.. *terharu* yup.. terkadang kita rasakan diri kita berseorangan.. tapi sebenarnya ada yang masih sudi menghulurkan secebis ingatan...

Terkadang kita lupa utk bersyukur terhadap nikmat 'persahabatan' yg diberikan kpd kita.. Terkadang kita lupa erti 'kebersamaan' yang seharusnya mekar dlm hati-hati kita...
Terkadang kita leka dan tidak 'menghargai' apa yang ada pada kita..
Terkadang kita menjadi sahabat yang tidak 'memberi' tapi hanya 'menerima'...

Terkadang kita menjadi sahabat yang tidak 'memberi' tapi hanya 'menerima'...

Terkadang kita menjadi sahabat yang tidak 'memberi' tapi hanya 'menerima'...

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Dear ana yg baik sgt,

ana tawu kan mila syg ana jugaa.. sorry tak dapat jumpa ana mcm yg mila janjikan aritu.. u noe wat,, u are one of the most important ingredient in da recipe of my life!

dear GOD, milla mis her..

bless her and her family.. as well as da readers of tis entry too.. amin..


p/s: "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."